There is no measurement how much I LOVE YOU, Mom

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On May 08, 1990, This was my first day to see the world. Mommy, how happy i was at that date. I just could cry out loud and i did not remember how i saw you at the very first time. I bet Dad was there to hold me too.i just tried to imagine how the situation it was when i was born. There are so much happiness at that time, surely :).

Mom, i am so grateful to you. You are more than everything for me. I do love you. You raise me and give me everything . You never ask anything in return for what u gave  and did to me. You love me sincerely and Mom, u teach me many things about this life. I never regret every pieces of my life. I am proud being your daughter.

I feel the warmth, 

The bravery that u have teaches me how i have to have it too. I am now growing up to be a mature woman. I am not a kid that u hold tightly in your arms, you let me to have a new life here now. I live alone in a boarding house. It is the first lesson that i got that it                                           is not  easy to live alone. But by being alone like this, i can learn how to be independent. I do realise that i will not live with you forever. This step of life makes me tough and even make me realise how hard this life. I can go through this life, Mom. Don't be worried, Mom.

Whenever you call me on phone, you always say: " Sisil, don't forget to take your breakfast before you go to work, be a nice person to the people around you, don't forget to pray and praise the God for what you got, and so on" . It's a very great, Mom.

If someone gave me a question, "Sisil, how much you love your Mom?" . I'll give an answer that there's no measurement how much i love my Mom. I love  her more than i love myself"

Mom, for more than 21 years, i was with you. There are many things that i got . I always remember how we smile, laugh and even cry together. You are my everything.

Being your daughter is my pride. Mom, when my time came to have a husband, let me see you smile to see me have a partner in life. I want you to be with me when i say my wedding promises in the church. I want you to be  happy with my marriage. You always say that i just have to have a good husband. You say do not just judge a man from his outer but see his inner 

beauty.

When i have to be in my next step in my life i want you to see how happy i am. When I become a mother, i want you to teach me how to be a good mother for my children. I want to be like you. You treat all your children well. We never see that you differentiate us. You gave us everything the same.Mom, Let me know how to be a good mother. But without teaching me, i already knew how to be a good mother as i reflect to you. I will let my children know how great their grandmother is! They will be proud surely to have a grandma like you. No one will say NO if i say 


YOU ARE WONDERFUL..!!!

Being mother is not as easy as what i think. But Mom, you just make it easy. You are successful to be the best Mom for us. We are all good, we are all proud, we are all growing up well, we are all happy, and we are all mature enough to face this life..!!!

"There are no words that say thanku enough for everything you have done for me while I was growing up. I really do appreciate you and admire you very much, though I dont always express myself that I’ll always be intouch, I guess that’s why we have these special days, so that peoples like myself can say that they will love you always"

Thank you, Mom.
I dedicated this song for you:

For my wonderful and tough Mom,

Veronika Sriyati .