Wish you won't say Goodbye

"....Goodbye, sisilia. Thanks for everything..." I never like that sentence as it is the sign of farewell. I don't want to hear that sentence out of your mouth but finally, you said that to me. I used to say to myself that i will never make myself sad of farewell as i believe that there will be another chance to be with you again. But now, I realise that the second chance to meet you again is too far to be true. There is something that i want to say to you but my mouth can not make it out. I still keep it and hope i can say this sentence to you when we can meet in the second chance hehe... :)

I will not write too much here as I do not want to be sad to remember about our meeting... If i could wish, i would wish to be in a time when i met you...If God allows me to choose one moment to turn back i will choose to turn to the time when i met you and be with you... The short time does not describe that i never remember everything about us.

If i can say to you directly, i will say that I do miss you, 
my dear friend. You are the one who made me believe that i can be what i want to be. You are the one who motivates me to be confident to be myself. Your words are valuable. I will not forget what you said to me as those words are precious..Thanks a lot,,I hope there will be another chance  to meet again. :)