It's Precious for Me...

"...We will be friend forever, no matter will happen to us I will always be your best friend.."

You said that sentence to me and i was so happy at that time. Well,  i did trust that our friendship will last long. Now, the situation is like being so different. I do not know who you are now. I never want to blame you or even myself for being like this. Do not you think that we are in different way of friendship now? I want that we can be what we used to be, dear friend. There is no one that can replace you for being my friend as i know each friend of mine has their own characteristics. That is why i never want you change yourself as i like to be your friend as who you are not for what  you have.  I can not measure with anything about friend. Friend is precious and I can explain more about this word. But the exact thing that i know is that Having you as my friend is so precious though now, we are like being apart. You never greet me anymore, dear friend as today, when i got home from work i saw you and you did not say anything to me. I tried to smile to you but my smile was tasteless as you ignored it. You just walked straight. I was there, friend......

I want you to know that there is no reason for me to break this friendship. We used to say that this friendship will last long so please, i want to prove it. I want you to be who you are that i used to know. I do not want you to go from me and you said anything that leads to the worst thing about our friendship. I heard many things from other people about us but i never response it as i knew you and we knew each other. I did not want to be your enemy as i am you friend. I do not want to be somebody else as i can not be. I only want that we can go back to the situation that we were together to laugh, do jokes, and share everything about what we feel. I do not want to be selfish to force you to be like you used to be as my best friend but what i want is only that we can be just normal. 

Listen to me carefully please....

The most precious thing in this world for me is being with my family and all my friends and the worst thing for me is losing my family and friends. I always want to keep in touch with all friends and family. No one can change me to be far from them all as they are my life so if you want me to go, i will never say YES as being your friend is what i always want. Nothing more special than being your friend..............