What a Life ......

"I do not live for what people say but i live for who I am"

I do love that sentence.. It has a lot of meaning for me. Well, sometimes i feel that i am not a lucky girl for being who I am. I always think that i got a lot of weakness but i never think the other sides of myself. Life does not only talk about our appearance. Well, i do admire my manager. He is a very religious man. He said to us in his preaching that Life is a chain of problem. There are two type of human. They are the mature and immature ones. The mature ones and the immature ones can be differentiated in the way how they face their problem of life. The mature ones will always be optimistic to face the problem and got the solutions but the immature ones will always be pessimistic to face the problems in their life and they will just give up ..


Life is like an examination. When we got a problem, it's like we are doing the examination. When we will face the examination we need to prepare ourselves well so that we can graduate. Yeah, when we can face the problems and never give up with the problems we have it means that we will be in the higher level of our life after that. We learn maturity from the problems. That is why sometimes, i must be thankful to God that i can be in the hard situation in my life that i used to feel that i must give up and i won;t continue my steps,,,but being with Him, i believe everything is possible. I won't give up with the problems i have as i got Him.

The other side of my life is about the career. Well, i graduated from an English Literature program but now, i work as the finance staff in a medicine company. Well, if I think logically why i must be in that company as it's not the one that i want, indeed. At the first time, i worked there with many job desks to do... I feel ah, it's not what i have to do, it's not what i suppose to do for sure. I almost say to the Human resource manager that i want to resign in my first week to work. I do not use my knowledge that i get in my college there but now i do realise that God has other plan for my life. I do realise that sometimes, we will not always get what we want to and I do agree that what God offered to us is never wrong. I am so happy to be in this company. I got many lessons. I do not take a main role or important role in this company but i feel that by working together as a team is the most wonderful thing. I got a new friends or even i can call them as my new family. By being in this company i can learn how to adapt in a working place well. I learn something from this experience that i must be thankful again and again to God. I will never regret for being here as i got many things.. Happiness is not measured for the money that we got. Money may be can buy many goods but it cant  buy us happiness :)

Life and Life..There will be no ending to talk about Life.. We all got different experiences and stories about our life.. The only one that we need to think is that Life is a gift and we must be thankful :)

It is what i call LIFE..

I do realise that this writing is messy but it is my way to write.. Just need to write what are on my mind.. So, don't except a good arrangement in my writing hehe as i am not a good writer..It's only the story of me and i just need to share what i think :)

Thanks.,..

Siesielia :)