THE MEMORIES WILL ALWAYS BE IN THE REST OF MY LIFE, GRANDPA

This Christmas, i pray especially for you, grandpa..The stories about you will never vanished.I have been missed you..

it's been four months i didn't met you and i won't meet you physically in the rest of my life. 

I believe that you won't forget all of us here. 

Today November 29, 2011..I don't know why i remember all the things we've done together. I've been missed to talk to you in my terrace, do jokes, laugh together, force you to eat, hold your hand when u want to go home,see u hold  youur stick when u  walk, cut your nails, see you knock my door though i am in front of you, hear your love story with grandma he he.. I missed everything, grandpa. But i still remember when u didn't want to do those things again..!!

-I just have this picture with him..-

It's on July 04, 2011. At that night, u just slept and closed your eyes tightly. You didn't smile , laughed or even called my name again. I saw you sleep peacefully at that time but i never knew that your time has come! All the memories with u just came out on my mind at that night, i couldn't keep my tears..!! 

I still remember the sentence you always say to me when u are alive "Sisilia, my grandchild..Do your best for your future! Get the best grade for your study, go and get job. Find your future and always be happy for your life" .. FANTASTIC!! i won't forget that..!! Advices, the best things i ever got from you, grandpa :(...

One more sentence and it's a joke, i think ..i always remember this. When u visited my home, i always said to you "Grandpa, if u want to go home, I'll help you to walk.I'll be ur stick.U can hold my hand while u are walking" and i am surprised for what u said " hei, i didn't want your help. I can go home by myself. I don't want the people see me as a sick old man" haha,, That sentence describe that you are a tough man !!

Now is the forth month u left us here. 

Take a rest in peace, grandpa..

There will be no word or even sentence that describe how much i love you..!! u take a big role in my life :)

Miss you and u'll always stay in my deepest heart :D