The letter i write for my greatest God on Christmas...

I always try to ask myself what i prepared for Christmas this year. What do you think? are these worthy to say i prepared  new clothes, new shoes, new haircut, everything new about what we had. But i ask to myself "Is it worthy to say that now?" Nah, fortunately i never say that..!! it's not about what new things that we already had for Christmas. It's all about our heart to welcome Christmas itself. 


Now, the question is "Is my heart ready?" I said yes bur what makes me regret is that i am not like being Sisilia i used to be before. I am strange to celebrate Christmas this year. I don't know why. I feel improper to celebrate it. I did not prepare my heart well to welcome Christmas this year. Yaps, i am confused..!! I don't know why Christmas this year is like tasteless. But i thank to God that he still allow me to celebrate with the people i love. 

He has come to me but sometimes, i ignore him by being busy with my routine activities. I never say thanks to Him everyday though He always gives me the best days everyday. I never kneel down and pray to Him everyday. I pray when i remember to pray. It's so bad of me. I got that faith but i never grow it up. I just believe in Him.



Christmas this year is the beginning of all the new things in my life. I will try to prepare myself though it's too late. But Coming to God is not about late or not late, if I can say. I try to be better and better.. 
Well, my deepest heart said that nobody is improper to get this Christmas bless. 


If i can send a letter to God now, i will write:


For my dearest God,
I want to say sorry for  christmas this year. You know what i did for welcoming christmas this year. I do nothing God.   You are just amazing for giving me this christmas time though i do nothing for welcoming this christmas.  You still allow me to celebrate with my beloved sister family. It's so different christmas for me. So different. But i still thank to you. I am so grateful to have you in my life to guide me to always walk straight to your way. You give me your shoulder to lean on when i am weak, you offer me your hand to hold me when i can not walk by myself, you offer me your ears when i can not hear the good voices outside, you offer me your eyes when i can't see the best things in front of me. You offer me all yourself to be with me all the times. I can go through this life is only because of you. You are such a great father for me. Father who gives many things without asking anything in return. Thanks for being with me and stay in my deepest heart.
God, I hope next year i can be better.. I want to grow my faith to you. I am a sinner but you still want to be with me. That's the greatest thing of you."


Your sincerely, 
Sisilia


The most enjoyable moment on christmas is when i can spend the times with my beloved family. We never have a special moment to celebrate christmas. We don't have many presents to give one to another but we got a great present that God always presents in our lovely home.


Merry Christmas for everybody,
I dedicated this song for all of you. Listen this song while you are celebrating your christmas time with your family..Hope you all like it.,

DAVID ARCHULETA- JOY TO THE WORLD