I adore You, I admire you so crazy...!! (*your story is here, dear friend)

This is impossible for me to be with YOU.. yeah i adore you and i do admire you for who you are. Well, i never know that this feeling will grow like this. I always try to keep in touch with you and i always greet you when i see you but sometimes, with no reason you never reply me back. I understand why as i do not know what you are doing there. And i do believe that you never consider me as your special friend. I am only friend and a friend of you like the others but i always say to myself that you are special. You got so many special things in my eyes.

You, i do admire you. I never see you from where you are or what you have in your life but i see you from your heart. You have a sincere heart and i do know that from they way you talk to me. Yep, it is like a silly matter to write but it is what i feel. I want you to know how deep i admire you. You are adorable in my eyes and i will never deny that  you are the most different person i ever knew. You got so many talents and you can cheer me up whenever I am sad and sick. You know you used to say: "If you are lonely then don't worry to drop me messages and i will be there with you then you won't be lonely anymore" ..The cutest sentence i heard from you. It shakes my heart (*ha ha ha...)

Well, i know it is impossible to wish you to be more than friend for me as now, your words seem so expensive for me. We never talk again though we used to be so close. I will never think you will be back as you used to be. You are like disappeared and i can not make you back. Whenever i feel that you are there and i want to greet you, i have something that blocks me to do that. I am afraid if i am disturbing you, i am afraid if you will think that i am a stalker for you. Yeah, our world is so different but sometimes, you say that we have many things in common. My day will be happier if you are here with me but it sounds so selfish as you got your own life and you own future. I can not force you to always understand what i want. Who am I to do that to you. I am not your parent, I am not your sister, and I am not your girlfriend....I AM ONLY YOUR FRIEND...
But i only want to say to you someday that "I adore you and I admire you so crazy for who you are"

.............................."Being your friend is one of the happiest and the luckiest things in my life. Bringing you into my life will be greater and knowing you more will be awesome but forgetting you will be one of the hardest things in my life. Through this writing i would like to say that the best thing we can do is keeping in touch and promising that we can be friend forever. Friendship lasts long.."