,,Yes, I must make the best decision..!!

..My friend said that the decision i made today will influence what will happen tomorrow, and the decision i make tomorrow will influence my life in the future..Yeah, i agree with what my friend said.

I made a big decision in my life and now, i do realize that i have to have a responsibility for what i decided. My life changed as i made this decision. I decided to live alone, i decided to be here in a new place without my family, i decided to work in that company, i made many decisions for my life. Then, i have to responsible for those decisions i made.

Firstly, i want to tell that sometimes i regret why i must decide to live like this..Why i have to go far from my parent,,why i have to live alone, and bla bla bla. But when i think back what i decided, i do realize that what i decided are not really wrong as there are many reasons why i have to choose those decisions. I do not need to grumble and blame myself to be here and live like this as there will be many lessons that i get after i went through this life like this.

Well, sometimes i feel i can not keep my life on if the situation is like this everyday. I have to do the same things everyday. My day is just like repeating on. Nothing new i did and it make me bored. I have to do something different,..Yes i have to..!!*that what i am thinking now what kind of activities beside working that keep me alive ha ha ...!! Yep.. Here I am now. Here I am without my parent, brothers and sister and you see all.. I am still alive.. ha ha..Live without depending our life on some body's shoulder is more satisfying. If you do not trust me, prove it by yourself. When you can earn money by yourself and you can finance your own life, that is the time you will know what life is..


Yeah, so make your best decision for your own life :)